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ack... i hate having all these cramps...they suck so bad right now..... and now, strangely enough, they're spreading to my stomach as well as my back....fucking period... and not to mention all the bloatedness and the swolen fingersand all the heat and stuff!!!!arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel the frustration that i will fell until my late fifties! this is the one week of the month that i wish that i could hibernate until it's over and have someone or something take care of me until it's done.  this is the part where i ask mom to let me go and hide in her bathroom for about 15 minutes..... so i can smoke a bowl and feel the cramps melt away as the thc runs through my blood and relaxes my muscles....ah what a good feeling that is... arg more cramps!